I was going to
say it’s too hot for squirrels
one stands munch stop stare
Haiku 2.20
words of wisdom tend
to escape me on most days
notably today
Saturday Memories
I can’t recall but I think I’m suffering
from this grand delusion that Saturdays
used to be special.
That wasn’t the case today. Saturday
was noisy. It came with a din of its own.
I’ve never enjoyed hearing other people’s
loud music as they fly by in a truck (I’d
never choose to drive or own). I’ve never
been a truck person. If I stick with cars
you would think I’ve been driving in
circles my whole life. My first new car was
after I came home from Vietnam in 1968.
It was a navy blue VW Beetle with a gray
interior. So, it seems cars in my life have a
story of their own that is part of my story.
I’ll blame the gas wars. While at Ft. Dix in
1973 I tried so hard to fit in, I bought a
gold Ford LTD. It was a boat! Everyone liked
it except me. The yellow MG B wasn’t really
me either. Then came married life on low
Army pay. A yellow Chevy Chevette went to
Germany and back. Drove it for ten years.
The years went by as quickly as the cars! The
car that I really thought was me was my navy
blue Jeep Liberty. It was a lemon. You wouldn’t
know that to look at it. The outside was so
beautiful! Engine, parts, wheels, bearings, rods,
you name it. It failed again and again. It was a
mess on the inside. Hold on, hold on. Am I
telling you about my life or my cars?
I replaced the engine and sold it either with or
for peanuts. And I had to get a car. I lived in NW
Phoenix. The firm that hired me was in Chandler.
I had to commute one hundred miles a day. I
must have been thinking of my dad. He loved his
two-tone 1956 Chrysler New Yorker. I bought a
used silver four cylinder Chrysler 200 for this crazy
commute. I put on 40,000 miles in no time. Work
came to a halt. My life came to a halt. Divorce.
Sold the house. Bought a bright orange 2018 VW
Beetle. I’ve come full circle. I’m back where I started
if we are talking about cars. Arizona is a slide show
of memories that I see in my rear view mirror once in a
while. The Bug is cool. Yikes! It might be my last car. I
wonder about that every time I see a Chrysler 300.
It has got to be a V8.
Radio is singing in her bath. Music is loud. She knows
all lyrics. All. All the old Saturdays are gone. They visit.
But they are gone. I’m wrong. Every day is a gift.
Bits and pieces of our lives are tied to our cars. We
remember our cars and our cars remember us. If a car
could talk! I didn’t tell you about every car of mine.
Why would I do that? Just a few Saturday memories.
Haiku 1.20
grass is high heat is
high the neighbor waved too far
away to say hi
Dancing on my Fingertips
Music floats downstairs. Loud enough
for me to hear, but not understand.
I sit in the loft at my laptop immersed
in the quiet of writing, that love affair
of words and spaces, syllable by syllable,
dancing on my fingertips from one key
press to another. This is the music my
heart dances to.